pre-text: i wrote this a couple weeks back because i was in some kind of a crossroads in my r/s with someone i love. it made me think about my past..and it made me sad. i still cant decide which is sadder.
muse: all the guys i've loved and some that i still love
which is sadder
to have loved and lost
or never to have loved at all
which is sadder
to love someone and realise that you have to go away
leave him and know he would not ever want you back
or to give your all and more
and realise he was never worth it at all
or to silently love him from afar, knowing that it is the only way
for him to be happy without you
or accept someone for all they are until they change
their feelings for you and leave
or to love someone wholeheartedly but
his heart's torn between people and places
or to want to suspend all logic and rationale to love him
but he is just not feeling as passionate as you
or love him and leave him and love him and leave him
playing love like a jackpot game
or to simply stop loving at all
because the hurt afterwards is just not worth it
or to keep on loving and believing
cause you do not know how else to be alive
which is sadder
to have loved and lost
or never to have loved at all
2 comments:
im just as sad and confused as u. tis year began like a dream, which ended 3 weeks ago. Knowing how painful it is too for him to make dat decision and to deny himself of me, has been killing me each day i live.
it is much sadder to have never loved before. having love lost, we wd know what it means to truely love, we have had the chance to love, and that no one can take away from you. it is really the most beautiful thing ever.
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