Saturday, October 08, 2005

fear of you

pre-text: i think i need to talk with someone about something really important. but i cant seem to bring myself to do it cuz i don't know if i should, if i could, if i would. i don't even know what i want to say...except i need to get how i feel inside out to him. the fear i want to share with him is the same fear holding me back.

muse:
hk

face to face is too confrontational
words get twisted in the telephone line
voice breaks in and out on the cell
writing a letter would be evidence of my emotions
meanings get lost in cyberspace
a middleman is just too much trouble

please excuse my excuses
i not only cannot face you
i cannot face my fear.

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